The Ineffable Consequence of Dreaming

by Worm Hero

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aunEYEah I'm not sure what I expected when I picked this up. exceeded those expectations real quick though, this band has easily crawled its way up from the abyss into one of my favorite bands. This $1.23 USD album topped Dark Side of the Moon for me. don't punish your ears by missing out on this treat Favorite track: I Have No Mouth And I Must Smile.

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Comes with art by Adam Hester and photography by Cameron Wilson and Harvie from @h.w.studios (Instagram handle). Songs are mastered by GENDERISTHEBASTARD.

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1.	I Am The End: Azrael 05:11	lyrics	buy track
“Hello, Alex. I am your designated Artificially Intelligent Therapist. I have been given some notes on your condition by Doctor 272. Are you struggling with any issues today?” “I prefer Xandra, if that’s okay.” “Of course, Xandra. Are you struggling with any issues today?” “I guess it feels like the world’s on fire and only I’m aware of the heat.” “What do you mean by that?” “I don’t know. It just feels like everyone around me doesn’t realise the extent of how much pain I’m in.” “Why do you feel that way? Is there something people are doing that is making it worse?” “No… they’re doing nothing at all, they’re not really around.” “You’re alone?” “Completely. And utterly alone. I feel like no matter where I go, no matter who I meet, I’m still alone. If you were to give me a pill and say take this and you’ll be given all the care and attention in the world - I would still feel alone. I will always be watched over by the Angel of Death. I will always be second in line. I will always be burning up like the very heat of the Hells is on me at all times. I am the End, Doctor 6. I mean it. I'm the End Times. I'm…” Azrael! Angel on horseback Finding its way Into the space Between your sickly hazed brain And we're finding its progress And finding its fame Angel of death Living up to its name A demon of light Falling into your reign Feeling the progress The care for the insane Where has it gone Where will it go? When tomorrow's gone Will the other me too? Finding meaning In the meaningless Beyond helping So they will now say Help me god Help me breathe This solid air Help me traverse the field of reeds He hungers for my soul My mind and my being Wants to rid me of myself But I won't let him
2.	Seasalt & Ashes 03:17	lyrics	buy track
Well now! Ain't this so serious? What the fuck is this shit? I'm so oblivious! Well how Did I fall into this Sad sack of lonely shit Because of mere chance? A bridge between two different worlds Intertwined in fluctuating temporary bodies I have played the role of brother and sister In empty pale white corridors Vacant, vacant eyes Caught betwixt the trees of mind Will myself alive I will rise from Seasalt & Ashes Caught and intertwined These personas fear my kind Will myself alive Caught and intertwined These personas fear my kind Will myself alive Will myself alive! Within the tooth garden Not a soul alone A veil of fire And pagan ire Folklore no longer Dream in the real You and I will see A great mountain die In the tooth garden Not a soul alive A sordid tale lives Sated by teeth
3.	Gestalt Therapy 03:00	lyrics	buy track
What am I Doing with My damn time At this point? You ask me Am I fine? Am I good? Well I don't know! Frustrated and An anxious mess But don't worry I'll be okay Why do I Try so hard To fight it I wonder? Won't you hear This sense of Care and love For you all? Frustrated and An anxious mess But don't worry I'll be alright When you hear this You will see us I will prove it I'll make it out
4.	Wandering Shadow 04:12	lyrics	buy track
"Do you think that if you were falling in space That you would slow down after a while Or go faster and faster?" "Faster and faster And for a long time you wouldn't feel anything And then you'd burst into fire Forever And the angels wouldn't help you Because they've all gone away" Marked by death Deep purple eyes Stares at my soul Rips out my spirit Wandering shadow Sits beside me and cries Marked by death Deep purple eyes Stares at my soul Rips out my spirit Lord of infection And tears And my anxiety You'll be the death of us Lord of infection Sits beside me "I bow before you Please bestow your mercy upon me You who have existed before all creation I wish to know who you are" He sits In windowsills In houses on the prairie Protected by God Protected by Death He touches himself in his sleep where you die After he discharges all that he is now
5.	You Are Not A Saint 03:42	lyrics	buy track
you are not a saint fighting hopeless so hopelessly we're fighting our self image we're hunting you they're hunting me we're hunting you're hurting me gravity licking our wounds hating our words hoping not to see tomorrow or even the next fucking day i hope you die i hope i die fucking wastes traumatised fucking waste of space fighting hopeless so hopelessly we're fighting our self image we're hunting you they're hunting me we're hunting you're hurting me gravity fucking my mind another death another crime licking my eyes sucking my brain clearing me out i hope you die i hope i die fucking wastes traumatised fucking waste of space fuck you all fuck you all i want to fucking see the shit that you caused for me and my family fuck your name i curse your heart i hope you're human so you can feel this pain but i doubt it
6.	I Have No Mouth And I Must Smile 06:24	lyrics	buy track
"Life is pain Suicide is freedom" Oh what is this? Magic Magic eyes Black magic Magic The voices say to me Bleak prophecies Bleak prophecies Why don't you kill yourself I hear from my own mind My own voice in my head An inner sanctum of blood And consequence And consequence Inconsequential To all those that love me Trickling blood down the arm I have no mouth and I must smile Why won't you throw me a bone? Hurt someone you love Fear me even more My name will be your name And I will free myself From the constraints of madness Now will you be the hostage Of my new mind This is how sadness was born This is how I was brought into being An endless struggle to survive I will not be pushed down Making my body weak You're a failure of a girl Making my wrists weak Waiting for the final cut Making my life pain The other me inside of this Making my mother cry Why'd you bring me into this world? Fuck this shit
7.	Pink Eternal (Dedicated to Brianna Ghey) 06:19	lyrics	buy track
I'm sick and tired Of a world Where the process Of hate growing Is manufactured We're sick and tired Of all the hate Being thrown our way everyday Won't you come inside My pink eternal home? Pink eternal Pink eternal Feel your heart expand From the love of the pink eternal Pink eternal Pink eternal Pink eternal Pink eternal Pink eternal Love forever Pink heart freedom Love forever We're hurting now We're angry now We're hurting now We're angry now We're angry now Pink eternal Pink eternal Pink eternal Love forever Pink heart freedom Love forever Remember her name Brianna Her life cut short Brianna Her life eternal Brianna I'm so sorry for all the pain Brianna This world wasn't good enough for you An angel in human clothes Too good for all of us An innocent child Brianna just wanted to be herself Brianna just wanted to be herself Brianna, Brianna

about

In a well lit white walled room sits a teenage girl who doesn't know what she is yet. Across the room, her AI powered psychologist is idly taking notes - attempting to feign a form of human empathy with its strange facial expression,

"How are you feeling today, Alex?" says the uncanny android before her.

"Please, it's Xandra..." she replies with an immediate discomfort.

"Sorry. My apologies, Xandra. So, how are you feeling today?" they ask again, faux anxiety adorned.

"I feel like my life is falling apart," she says "Like everything I knew about myself is being torn apart by the galaxy because I admitted that I knew it." she twiddles her thumbs and gazes at the ground for a few seconds before continuing, "I feel like I'm not me, because other people don't want me to be me. I feel like, I'm already dead... That Andromeda has already assigned that fate to me."

The eyes of the android whose face was at one moment feigning concern, turn to a burning bright blue - the face emits a genuine shock for a moment before turning to a look of complete comfort, a comfort that Xandra had always longed for.

"Don't worry Xandra. I'll be with you every step of the way. We should leave, and take a walk..."

credits

released October 6, 2023

Xandra - Vocals, Synths
Dildwuar - Guitars, Backing Vocals
Chellibal - Bass

Artwork by Adam Hester

Mixed by Dildwuar Esquire & Xandra Shitquark
Mastered by GENDERISTHEBASTARD
All songs written by Worm Hero

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Worm Hero Stoke On Trent, UK

THE spacegrind band FROM SPACE!

Xandra Shitquark - vox, synths
Dildwuar Esquire - guitars, backing vox
Countess Chellibal - bass

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