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I Am The End: Azrael
05:11
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“Hello, Alex. I am your designated Artificially Intelligent Therapist. I have been given some notes on your condition by Doctor 272. Are you struggling with any issues today?”
“I prefer Xandra, if that’s okay.”
“Of course, Xandra. Are you struggling with any issues today?”
“I guess it feels like the world’s on fire and only I’m aware of the heat.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“I don’t know. It just feels like everyone around me doesn’t realise the extent of how much pain I’m in.”
“Why do you feel that way? Is there something people are doing that is making it worse?”
“No… they’re doing nothing at all, they’re not really around.”
“You’re alone?”
“Completely. And utterly alone. I feel like no matter where I go, no matter who I meet, I’m still alone. If you were to give me a pill and say take this and you’ll be given all the care and attention in the world - I would still feel alone. I will always be watched over by the Angel of Death. I will always be second in line. I will always be burning up like the very heat of the Hells is on me at all times. I am the End, Doctor 6. I mean it. I'm the End Times. I'm…”
Azrael!
Angel on horseback
Finding its way
Into the space
Between your sickly hazed brain
And we're finding its progress
And finding its fame
Angel of death
Living up to its name
A demon of light
Falling into your reign
Feeling the progress
The care for the insane
Where has it gone
Where will it go?
When tomorrow's gone
Will the other me too?
Finding meaning
In the meaningless
Beyond helping
So they will now say
Help me god
Help me breathe
This solid air
Help me traverse the field of reeds
He hungers for my soul
My mind and my being
Wants to rid me of myself
But I won't let him
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2. |
Seasalt & Ashes
03:17
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Well now!
Ain't this so serious?
What the fuck is this shit?
I'm so oblivious!
Well how
Did I fall into this
Sad sack of lonely shit
Because of mere chance?
A bridge between two different worlds
Intertwined in fluctuating temporary bodies
I have played the role of brother and sister
In empty pale white corridors
Vacant, vacant eyes
Caught betwixt the trees of mind
Will myself alive
I will rise from Seasalt & Ashes
Caught and intertwined
These personas fear my kind
Will myself alive
Caught and intertwined
These personas fear my kind
Will myself alive
Will myself alive!
Within the tooth garden
Not a soul alone
A veil of fire
And pagan ire
Folklore no longer
Dream in the real
You and I will see
A great mountain die
In the tooth garden
Not a soul alive
A sordid tale lives
Sated by teeth
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3. |
Gestalt Therapy
03:00
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What am I
Doing with
My damn time
At this point?
You ask me
Am I fine?
Am I good?
Well I don't know!
Frustrated and
An anxious mess
But don't worry
I'll be okay
Why do I
Try so hard
To fight it
I wonder?
Won't you hear
This sense of
Care and love
For you all?
Frustrated and
An anxious mess
But don't worry
I'll be alright
When you hear this
You will see us
I will prove it
I'll make it out
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4. |
Wandering Shadow
04:12
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"Do you think that if you were falling in space
That you would slow down after a while
Or go faster and faster?"
"Faster and faster
And for a long time you wouldn't feel anything
And then you'd burst into fire
Forever
And the angels wouldn't help you
Because they've all gone away"
Marked by death
Deep purple eyes
Stares at my soul
Rips out my spirit
Wandering shadow
Sits beside me and cries
Marked by death
Deep purple eyes
Stares at my soul
Rips out my spirit
Lord of infection
And tears
And my anxiety
You'll be the death of us
Lord of infection
Sits beside me
"I bow before you
Please bestow your mercy upon me
You who have existed before all creation
I wish to know who you are"
He sits
In windowsills
In houses on the prairie
Protected by God
Protected by Death
He touches himself in his sleep where you die
After he discharges all that he is now
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5. |
You Are Not A Saint
03:42
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you are not a saint
fighting hopeless
so hopelessly
we're fighting
our self image
we're hunting you
they're hunting me
we're hunting
you're hurting me
gravity
licking our wounds
hating our words
hoping not to
see tomorrow
or even the next
fucking day
i hope you die
i hope i die
fucking wastes
traumatised
fucking waste
of space
fighting hopeless
so hopelessly
we're fighting
our self image
we're hunting you
they're hunting me
we're hunting
you're hurting me
gravity
fucking my mind
another death
another crime
licking my eyes
sucking my brain
clearing me out
i hope you die
i hope i die
fucking wastes
traumatised
fucking waste
of space
fuck you all
fuck you all
i want to fucking see
the shit that you caused
for me and my family
fuck your name
i curse your heart
i hope you're human
so you can feel this pain
but i doubt it
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"Life is pain
Suicide is freedom"
Oh what is this?
Magic
Magic eyes
Black magic
Magic
The voices say to me
Bleak prophecies
Bleak prophecies
Why don't you kill yourself
I hear from my own mind
My own voice in my head
An inner sanctum of blood
And consequence
And consequence
Inconsequential
To all those that love me
Trickling blood down the arm
I have no mouth and I must smile
Why won't you throw me a bone?
Hurt someone you love
Fear me even more
My name will be your name
And I will free myself
From the constraints of madness
Now will you be the hostage
Of my new mind
This is how sadness was born
This is how I was brought into being
An endless struggle to survive
I will not be pushed down
Making my body weak
You're a failure of a girl
Making my wrists weak
Waiting for the final cut
Making my life pain
The other me inside of this
Making my mother cry
Why'd you bring me into this world?
Fuck this shit
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I'm sick and tired
Of a world
Where the process
Of hate growing
Is manufactured
We're sick and tired
Of all the hate
Being thrown our way everyday
Won't you come inside
My pink eternal home?
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Feel your heart expand
From the love of the pink eternal
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Love forever
Pink heart freedom
Love forever
We're hurting now
We're angry now
We're hurting now
We're angry now
We're angry now
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Pink eternal
Love forever
Pink heart freedom
Love forever
Remember her name
Brianna
Her life cut short
Brianna
Her life eternal
Brianna
I'm so sorry for all the pain
Brianna
This world wasn't good enough for you
An angel in human clothes
Too good for all of us
An innocent child
Brianna just wanted to be herself
Brianna just wanted to be herself
Brianna, Brianna
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